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也許只是因為天氣太冷，身體機能都緩慢了下來。

也許是因為為了瘦身而減少食量太多。

也許，也許是因為情感上經歷過他的自私，讓我在這段日子照顧、關心他過了分，忘記了自己。

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不能尖叫的我只能如此發洩。 想問躺在我身後的他我在他的心中到底是什麼?

This past weekend revolved around meals. After months of European cuisine, I was craving for Asian food.  Because my favorite ramen restaurant retired, I tried a new place in Burlingame a fellow blogger recommended.  Burlingame is a little far from where I live so I’m somewhat relieved that I didn’t fall in love with the ramen there.  (Sorry!)  And so my quest for a perfect bowl of ramen continues.

Another weekend meal involved going to Daly City, just south of San Francisco, for dimsum.  Then there were also two trips to a new yogurt place a friend introduced me to.  I had to remind myself that at 80kcal per serving I’d gain 1lb in a month if I continued to frequent everyday.

不管如何清理，錢包裏總一直留著前男友的名片，結果為我帶來了意想不到的好處。

不久前將錢包遺忘在咖啡廳裏，第二天手機上有一通前男友的留言。

"i thought about sending you a e-card for your b-day, but then aside from some really corny flash animations, i don't see how it can deliver anything emotionally substantiative.  and since this is the first time i've written anything for your b-day after we broke up, i thought i'd write out all the b-day greetings for all the years i meant to write you but didn't have the guts to send them out to you.  so here they are:"

2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008.　

好想聽他呆呆的聲音。(明明是個聰明傢伙, 為什麼想到他常常就想到呆?)

想他的笑。想我親了他臉頰後他那賊賊的、害羞的笑。(害羞是他說的; 我覺得賊賊的。)

"看來我的吻不但可治百病, 還可帶來大桃花... 你大概在那島上瘋過頭了, 已經把這無聊小小日誌忘了吧..."

笨蛋。他以為我是那麼容易動心的人嗎? 他以為這個部落格對我是那麼無足輕重嗎? 一整個週末都在想他會不會留言, 會說些什麼, 在回巴黎的路上坐立不安、歸心似箭...